No Headband's in college ;D

I'm SUPER DUPER excited for the new season of GOSSIP GIRL xD




OMG it's CHUCK BASS!!!!! xD luv him to bits.hehe.enjoy the vids.till then.xoxo.

Friends like YOU are precious and FEW =D

I really should be grateful with what i have.I don't know why I've been complaining a lot in my past entries.I don't normally do this.Maybe i was just feeling lonely and miserable that is why i was blaming others for nothing really.pity them.So, from now on onward I SHOULD and I WOULD see in a different light if anything happens.Not to be negative,ok a bit can i guess.hehe.


Today i went out with syakirah and hanim to klcc.Hanim wanted to buy presents for her mum n sister.met up with dila and syira for like only 15 minutes.dang it!i wanted to hang out summore,but mummy came so i had to get back home;( omg!I'm still complaining.haha.I'd say it has become a habit already.good or bad?haha.one more thing, i almost got barred for fardhu ain class.


Thank God,i went to class today with raja if not our lecturer would have barred us because we were absent for almost 3 times already with solid reasons?!
.hehe.not really,the both of us have to go to 2 classes to cover up our absentees.haih, i should've not taken that class for granted I'm damn lucky because the lecturer is super duper nice.heeee;D

Oh,today was a HAPPY day,for me even though i got scolded by mummy because i delayed the time to get back home plus ayin have tuition on Saturday.selfish me =p syakirah is happy toooo ;D hehe. that's all i can say,if i go overboard and if she reads my blog i'll be dead meat :s

here are some of the pictures,from the very short outing.hehs.







hehe.from uia=p









okie,i gtg mummy and ayin's calling me to go watch AYAT-AYAT CINTA!hehe.FEDI NURIL!!!!ttyl ;D

'Meter' by Lim Benji - Featuring Khairy Jamaluddin - 15Malaysia Trailer

this vid is hilarious!;D.enjoy more vids at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pBubCcE8VY&feature=PlayList&p=6D33B1AAC587B32E&index=12

Sometimes you're closest friend is your greatest enemy..

I've been hopping from one person to another this past few weeks.I don't know what's wrong me or maybe it has something to do with the people around me.haih.seriously i just don't know.Sometimes,when you depend too much on certain people and thinking that one day they might need u back,well i'd say that is half-true.

Who am I to judge all these people right?I'm just a normal human being who has flaws too and i can't expect them to be all perfect like things that you can just click on it and program it . I can't make them to things that they don't want to do or worse force them into doing it.So i would opt for doing the things that i want to do alone.

They say that misery loves company.what if you're miserable and there's no one that you can turn to.Misery does not love company okay. i just don't get it. You might think that i sound like a whiny bitch. Whatever,sometimes you need to let it all out and you would feel slightly better.

I know i should be grateful to the friend that is always there to listen to all of my crappy stories.No need for names to be mentioned here because i think you know who you are;) As for the rest, I just don't know what to say.Well maybe,i guess i should just forget all this ever happened,let it be.

This is something i got from google

As quoted by Waqas Ahmad

"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks".


Maybe,just maybe they don't realize that they're actually hurting you when they are pleasing others. Is it jealousy?hmm.i'm not sure.I need to keep my mind off things that would just distract me.Hence i should just put on a fake smile and act like the others.should i?or should not?haha.WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!


Sometimes i wish i could do things that my alter ego would do.That is sooooo not happening.or even do the things that the little voice inside my head ask me to do.Okay once in a while you can use it but not all the time.I don't know what people would think of me if i were to act like my alter ego.that's a funny yet thrilling thought.

What more to say?I should be more optimistic not pessimistic,concentrate more on the classes rather than other than remembering things that is complicated.I'd better stop stop writing about this,i'm afraid that it might be too transparent.I would like to end my entry with a quote that i was quite fond of =D


"Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather is one of those things that give value to survival."
C. S. Lewis

i'm hooked ;D

Don't take me for granted because you don't know the real ME

Why do people always make their own assumptions?I would say its just their excuse to avoid the things that they don't want to be involved.so they would make up silly excuse saying that maybe this person just wants to do this and that without even asking that particular person.just to avoid them like the plug.haih.I'm feeling slightly peachy these past few days.

Everyday is the same old shit until you get tired of doing the same thing on and on.Nonetheless,classes are fine.always looking forward for poli sciences class.other than that there's nothing interesting really.Sometimes,when you think that people would change that would be a huge NO NO.bile bagi muke ko nk lebih2 pulak kn?!a huge letdown.


Oh ya one more thing pls don't be such a bloody *^&*^%^ busybody,asking questions that you know damn well i won't answer.so patheticlaa weyh.You may think i look like all jolly when i answer but get the messagela if i'm not that keen to answer it.don't asklaaaa.haih.still don't get the message.
Get a lifelaaaaaaaaa!

Arggghhhh!so fucked up.I need to run away from this all,feeling secluded from the world.I need to get back home and i would certainly feel much much better.What's the use of having ppl who don't understand me.it would depress me even more. Sometimes being alone feels much better,rather than when you're with too many people and sometimes you don't even know why you're there.

Yes,I know i should be grateful with what i have but sometimes well actually most of the time you can never get what you want.Disappointments, because you would always expect more from people. Sometimes you would disappoint people along the way when you're too busy to pleasing them. Note to self you don't have to please others if u don't feel good about yourself. Learn to love yourself then only people would love you for what you are;)

It feels like everything is slipping away,and i don't know how to mend them back.I guess its true what people say that you can't always stick with the same clan or group you need to branch out then only you can find the real YOU.


LBNL,i miss you Syira xD!!!Wish you were here to listen to all my crappy stories;(




luvyalotslikejellytots ;D