cherry bomb! :D

This looks like a really awesome movie played by kristin stewart and dakota fanning(she's all grown up + pretty too).I've been waiting for the trailer to come out,and now here it is ;))) heee~ well,honestly i don't really know joan jett's songs apart from I Love Rock and Roll that is.hehe.But,i guess this is a movie worth watching.


Last night,while mummy,shigim and ayin went to leeza's wedding i was left all alone at home ;(( Since I'm not so big on weddings.hehe.I don't really like the wait,and making small talks with ppl at the table,not that I've ever actually chat with the guests sitting with the same table as me.I've never done that actually because I guess I'm a stuck up :/

And so,I went to search for movies at youtube because i didn't know other websites to search for,plus the uploading would be effing slow.And yeay!I found the movie that I've been wanting to watch Adventureland.Yet again,Kristin Stewart is in the movie and Jesse Eisenberg :))) I find him kinda cute especially in The Education of Charlie Banks.Most ppl,would mistaken him for Michael Cera.erkk! Do they look alike?well i guess I just a teensy-weensy bit.teehee ;p





Tomorow i would be going to bro azib's wedding,so by now I should be asleep already.I just felt the urge to blog,dunno why.heeee~till then,c ya at the wedding peeps :D :D :D and If and only If we take pictures most probably I would post it here,adios amigos!!!

This and That

Hello ppl.There's just two more days left for me to sit around at home,because after this its back to books and classes ;( and yeah,I got my results and It was really nothing to shout about.just- average.The only thing that me happy is because i got an A for poli sci.haih.I really need to buck up for next semester,and hoping that syakirah can be my mentor ;)


Well,anyways yesterday and today was fun.We're all preparing for shigim's sorta big day.Yesterday I got my hair done at Izzat Artistic Team.I usually get my hair done at aunty Farah's salon but since shigim did her hair there so,I too wanted to do my hair.hihi.I'm not sure whether it's a new style or not,but the make-up artist which is a she-male(that's what ayin calls them) hehe,did some layers to my hair.I think(?) my hair looks slightly different and I'm lovin it.thanks to tona!


So,today we went to Bawang Merah had our lunch there.I thought of not eating nasi but since there was no soto i ATE nasi and even asked for nasi tambah.What a Fat ASS.Kak Ina,shigim's tailor/our tailor said that I had a big butt.Woah,can't she just ckp berlapik ckit.I know that already y'noe,you don't have to tell me.I guess I need to slim down and ayin's been asking me to go jogging with her everyday(!) but as usual we can never wake up that early to go jogging.So,if she asks wanna go jogging tomorrow I'm like yeah rite.


After this we'll be icing the cupcakes and surely I'm gonna snap some pictures.As for now,ayin too wants too blog about today's happening I'm gonna end this post with some pictures of shgim's preparation for her sorta big day.till then.infinite x's and o's =))






















LBNL,Thanks to Tona!Again :D :D :D

Oh happy day :D

Today is jolly good day for me.hihi.Had a fun time with my girlfriends,syakirah,hanim najwa.Hoping that this good mood would last for long.Lately,I'm having trouble sleeping,maybe because I wake up real late in the morning as in 11.30 a.m in the morning.Since I'm in such a good mood today :D :D Tonight i mean,hehe.I'm gonna blog about watching New Moon xD with my gal pals.


The movie was awesome!But I don't know which is better twilight or new moon..I'm not gonna judge,but I think Taylor Lautner did a great job in that movie and there's a plus too :D :D :D He is so BUFF in the movie=HOTNESS!!!HAHA xD.Luckily,there weren't so many kg.com ppl in the cinema.The funny part was that when Jacob appeared some girl actually made a yucky sound.It was kinda funny.Maybe I was the only one who noticed it and I'm sure she's Team Edward.

As for me,I don't really know which team I'm on.I find it rather funny actually that ppl actually bicker about being Team Edward or Team Jacob.Okay,I don't think I'm gonna choose sides.Syakirah,said she was a bit sleepy during the movie.She's not a fan really especially Robert Pattinson.She despises Robert Pattinson and also Ed Westwick.She said they look alike.no wayyyyyyyy in hell!!!sorry,syakirah.Maybe because of their jawline.I still think they don't look alike ;p


After,the movie went to speedy movie with najwa,because she wanted to find her a movie.eh,no no a documentary film which I can't recall the title.As,i was browsing through the movie rack(emmm,is that what the thingie called?)haha,nvm. I found a movie that I've been looking for,entitled The Boat that Rocked



Here's a little bit of summary from the movie."The Boat That Rocked" is an ensemble comedy in which the romance takes place between the young people of the '60s and pop music. It's about a band of rogue DJs that captivated Britain, playing the music that defined a generation and standing up to a government that, incomprehensibly, preferred jazz. The Count, a big, brash, American god of the airwaves; Quentin, the boss of Radio Rock -- a pirate radio station in the middle of the North Sea that's populated by an eclectic crew of rock and roll DJs; Gavin, the greatest DJ in Britain who has just returned from his drug tour of America to reclaim his rightful position; Dave, an ironic, intelligent and cruelly funny co-broadcaster; and a fearsome British government official out for blood against the drug takers and lawbreakers of a once-great nation.
The best part of the movie is that it features great soundtrack and there's Talulah Riley in this movie.So there's the VCD which costs RM21.90 and DVD RM59.90.I didn't buy it because i didn't want to waste my money.I'm just gonna find the pirated version of that DVD at my favorite DVD store just in my neighborhood.Pls,I hope they sell it up there.


Here's the poster of the movie.




Talulah Riley is the only lead actress in the movie.I think(not so sure) she would be the only girl in the boat.Talking about all this sure makes me happy.I feel like I'm floating in the air.Wheeeeeeeeeeee~Is it even possible to be this happy?Oh,well you can just enjoy the moment while it still last.


Come to think of it there's only a week left then back to classes.EEK!oh no,I don't think I'm ready to go to class just yet.NOOOOOO!I'm not gonna think about it that much.I'm just gonna enjoy every minute of this holi holi holiday ;)till then.Toodloo~

I've fallen in love with him all over again :D :D:D

As i was browsing through youtube,through some videos of one tree hill,I found a video of Tyler Hilton :D doing his own rendition of use somebody originally sung by Kings of Leon.His voice was oh so amazing.a bit raspy which makes his voice sounds more amazing than ever.He has one of the sexiest voice ever xD I just love this cover and it suits his voice perfectly.love him to bits<33

I am the master of my soul,I am the captain of my fate

There's a new addition to my bloggie.Its a widget-box that posts quotes of the day and would be changed every single day.It is just something that will add some spice to my blog.I must say my blog looks a bit dull already ;( So,i found that widget-box while i was google-ing some quotes from Kahil Gibran.I noticed that One Tree Hill used one of his quotes in their episodes.

It was taken from episode 16,season 2 (Somewhere a Clock is Ticking)


"Kahlil Gibran once wrote; 'You're reason and your passion are the rudder.. and the sails of your seafaring soul. If either be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas. For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burn to it’s own destruction."


Syakirah,Hanim and I are planning to have our very own quote book.We would each write all the quotes that we like and put it in our very own quote book.Then,we would trade the books.This was just one of our random idea that we came up with.Let's see whether it will work or not.

I've already bought my own notebook yesterday and it was kinda pricey.Hanim said she too,had bought her book.But I'm not so sure about Syakirah,I couldn't get hold of her these past few days,because her hp is not working.Hmmmmm,I need to buy a liquid black inked pen to write in the book.All my other pens does not have much ink.I don't even know why i bought it in the 1st place.Oh yeah,it was because of finals I had to buy some pens because all of my precious G-Soft pen ran out of ink.

That is one of the things that can keep me busy during the holidays,besides cafe world.Tomorrow I have,I REPEAT,I have to call k.ina from driving school.Oh no,It's been almost a month since the talk I have to revise whatever the officer had given us during the talk.Am i just being lazy,or scared to go take the computer test?

Haih..*long pause*.Well,I guess I'm just being me=lazy me.The fact that I'm already comfortable with not driving because i can still commute by bus,taxi,lrt etc.
Okay2,note 2self,tomorrow I must and will call K.Ina from driving school.I'm totally running out of ideas on what more to write.The weird thing is my thoughts run wild when I'm not writing but I start to write I get blank -___- till then~adios,amigos:D

Where does the good go?

Finals are over ;D and now I'm currently cruising in my homie. 3 more weeks till classes.wheehooooo!!! As you can see,I've not been blogging for a while because of the usual lame excuse I'm just being lazy ;P hehe. I hope i won't get fatter this holidays.I need to cut down on my food + late night snacks intake.If not I'll be a FAT ASS.


Totally need to keep that in mind.I've been playing cafe world and slowly becoming addicted to it.This all ayin's fault.well,not really i guess just want to beat her score.FAT CHANCE,since she's totally winning.she's like level 18,and me 9.haahaa!

I just noticed that my title does not suit with whatever that i'm crapping here.It is actually a song by Tegan & Sara.It goes something like this 'Where do you go,when you're broken,with your broken heart in tow'.The songs really upbeat and catchy and i love em.But,my personal favorite is You wouldn't like me.go check it out ;)


Been meaning to get back to someone,but I've been having second thoughts.If I play the same game I would look rather childish.So,i wouldn't play the game.You play the game since I know you are having the time of your life.I bet you are.Have fun playing alone.


Recently I went to kl-sing song watched like only an hour of the show but i payed 30 friggin bucks.But it was worth it ;D and i loved every second of it.





enjoy the song =) as much as i enjoyed it.hee~







till then.au revoir~

oh no =D

i was browsing thru some particular website to get my daily dosage of gossip and found that chuck bass kissed some random guy in an upcoming episode.noooooooooo!blair was so grossed out.haha.luckily he still looked hot.for godsake,he's CHUCK BASS but what i can say is chuck bass is getting hotter by the minute ;D i can't wait to watch that epi.I've got only till episode 6.thanks to kak jehan ;) you're the best.


so,here's the vid.



oh,wait a minute.its from episode 6,i've just noticed it.yay!i got the episode ;D but still cannot watch yet coz it is in the other laptop ;(

I need to restraint myself from watching re-runs of Gossip Girl.Finals are just around the corner and if i intend to excel i need to cut down on watching movies+series and what not.But that doesn't mean i have to study all the time rite.hehe.

I think i better put on my study mode,starting from tomorrow.too early maybe.just for awhile because i've got fardhu ain exams this sunday plus i need to see madam namuli to submit my assignment about What is Justice in Islam.argggggh.I have got to stop obsessing over this stupid character which is just a made-up character and focus more on studies.

FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS!exams are on the 5th,6th,7th,8th and 10th of november.After that is the holidays ;D WOOOOHOOOO!

so,yea i just need to sacrifice a bit and then after finals,i can have all the fun i want.wheeeee~!oh,ya have to focus also on my driving lessons.have to pass that first in order for me to drive back and forth to campus.I'm just so..so..so sick and tired of asking ppl to send me back,eventually i would be late for class and would have to come with some lame excuse,example 'the cookies got burnt in the oven,bladibladibla' that was half-true.hehe

The main point here is I have to pass my DRIVER'S LICENSE=FREEDOM.currently running out of ideas of what i should write somemore.till then.xoxo.youknowiloveyou,chuck bass xD

Let's dance in style,let's dance for awhile =)

Well,finally after such a long hiatus from blogging i'm now in the mood to post an entry ;D Life's been great,i just moved but my house is just around the corner,we moved from number 71 to 60.But still the old house is being used as baking center because mummy would not want to mess up the new house.

Why oh why,have i not post any entry.i'd say there's nothing to tell really or the fact i am just lazy ;p sometimes i just don't know what is wrong with certain people.haha,ok so out of nowhere this statement.what i'm trying to say here is that sometimes when you talk to a certain someone you can't even know whether she's sincere in actually talking to you or maybe she's just faking it.yea,wut the heck.

I know i should not judge people and overanalyse things but sometimes things just get a little weird.haih,i better drop this.oh ya last sunday there was dis makan2 at my place.thanks guys for coming to my humble place =) i'll post some of the pictures there's not that many since most of it is in sam's DSLR and shigim have not asked for the usb yet:s nvm,i'll just post the ones i took with my camera phone.here u go~






erm,i'll promise to post more interesting stories;)(yea,like that's gonna happen!)k,till then TTFN which stands for Ta-Ta for now that is what tigerr always said.hehe.i love tigerr coz he is just so cute ;D

out of the blue

I just felt like posting an entry after not posting for,umm let me check first exactly 9 days.I've been slightly busy with mid-terms.thank god all the papers are over ;D so,now i can finally relax.had to stay up late at night,as usual last minute studying.A habit I've never grew out of since my high school days.haha!

Poli science was slightly a shocker.hehs.didn't know that just a simple question carries 10 friggin marks.okay2,i noe I'm no longer in foundation studies.I can't expect things to be the same right?okay there's this question whereby i was asked to explain about coercion power=10 marks.i was like,woah what the hell am i going to write about??

So,i kinda went overboard and explained too much about it along with the other questions in part 1 that carries 10 marks each which is equivalent to 40 marks and didn't have time to write on my final essay which was about,'distinguish the features of a unitary state and the federal state and if a country is culturally heterogeneous what time of system suits best for the country?fiuuh.that was definitely a looooooooong sentence.haha!not that i didn't know how to answer that particular question,it's just that i didn't have time.when the lecturer said u got 5 more minutes i was only writing the 2nd paragraph of the essay.I was trembling at that time,my hands was practically shaking well maybe i was freaked out.duuuhhh.of course i was freaked out :S

I was left with no choice,i submited my paper with the last essay that only had 4 paragraphs in it and that essay was worth 30 marks.haih.the thought of it scares me to death.Luckily i have ed westwick+youtube to cheer me up.okay,that was sooo random.I typed his name on youtube to find out his latest interview.apparently it was at the Teen's Choice Awards and he was wearing a printed shirt with James Dean and as usual he looked EFFING+SMOKING HOT.He's such a fitte =)) I LOVE HIM xD.here's d vid.I personally love the 2nd last question when he answered NO.kinda funny=p.LBNL,argggggggghhh y do u have to be soooooooooooo HOT!!!that,sounds kinda wrong.till then,I love YOU,ED WESTWICK/CHUCK BASS

No Headband's in college ;D

I'm SUPER DUPER excited for the new season of GOSSIP GIRL xD




OMG it's CHUCK BASS!!!!! xD luv him to bits.hehe.enjoy the vids.till then.xoxo.

Friends like YOU are precious and FEW =D

I really should be grateful with what i have.I don't know why I've been complaining a lot in my past entries.I don't normally do this.Maybe i was just feeling lonely and miserable that is why i was blaming others for nothing really.pity them.So, from now on onward I SHOULD and I WOULD see in a different light if anything happens.Not to be negative,ok a bit can i guess.hehe.


Today i went out with syakirah and hanim to klcc.Hanim wanted to buy presents for her mum n sister.met up with dila and syira for like only 15 minutes.dang it!i wanted to hang out summore,but mummy came so i had to get back home;( omg!I'm still complaining.haha.I'd say it has become a habit already.good or bad?haha.one more thing, i almost got barred for fardhu ain class.


Thank God,i went to class today with raja if not our lecturer would have barred us because we were absent for almost 3 times already with solid reasons?!
.hehe.not really,the both of us have to go to 2 classes to cover up our absentees.haih, i should've not taken that class for granted I'm damn lucky because the lecturer is super duper nice.heeee;D

Oh,today was a HAPPY day,for me even though i got scolded by mummy because i delayed the time to get back home plus ayin have tuition on Saturday.selfish me =p syakirah is happy toooo ;D hehe. that's all i can say,if i go overboard and if she reads my blog i'll be dead meat :s

here are some of the pictures,from the very short outing.hehs.







hehe.from uia=p









okie,i gtg mummy and ayin's calling me to go watch AYAT-AYAT CINTA!hehe.FEDI NURIL!!!!ttyl ;D

'Meter' by Lim Benji - Featuring Khairy Jamaluddin - 15Malaysia Trailer

this vid is hilarious!;D.enjoy more vids at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pBubCcE8VY&feature=PlayList&p=6D33B1AAC587B32E&index=12

Sometimes you're closest friend is your greatest enemy..

I've been hopping from one person to another this past few weeks.I don't know what's wrong me or maybe it has something to do with the people around me.haih.seriously i just don't know.Sometimes,when you depend too much on certain people and thinking that one day they might need u back,well i'd say that is half-true.

Who am I to judge all these people right?I'm just a normal human being who has flaws too and i can't expect them to be all perfect like things that you can just click on it and program it . I can't make them to things that they don't want to do or worse force them into doing it.So i would opt for doing the things that i want to do alone.

They say that misery loves company.what if you're miserable and there's no one that you can turn to.Misery does not love company okay. i just don't get it. You might think that i sound like a whiny bitch. Whatever,sometimes you need to let it all out and you would feel slightly better.

I know i should be grateful to the friend that is always there to listen to all of my crappy stories.No need for names to be mentioned here because i think you know who you are;) As for the rest, I just don't know what to say.Well maybe,i guess i should just forget all this ever happened,let it be.

This is something i got from google

As quoted by Waqas Ahmad

"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks".


Maybe,just maybe they don't realize that they're actually hurting you when they are pleasing others. Is it jealousy?hmm.i'm not sure.I need to keep my mind off things that would just distract me.Hence i should just put on a fake smile and act like the others.should i?or should not?haha.WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!


Sometimes i wish i could do things that my alter ego would do.That is sooooo not happening.or even do the things that the little voice inside my head ask me to do.Okay once in a while you can use it but not all the time.I don't know what people would think of me if i were to act like my alter ego.that's a funny yet thrilling thought.

What more to say?I should be more optimistic not pessimistic,concentrate more on the classes rather than other than remembering things that is complicated.I'd better stop stop writing about this,i'm afraid that it might be too transparent.I would like to end my entry with a quote that i was quite fond of =D


"Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather is one of those things that give value to survival."
C. S. Lewis

i'm hooked ;D

Don't take me for granted because you don't know the real ME

Why do people always make their own assumptions?I would say its just their excuse to avoid the things that they don't want to be involved.so they would make up silly excuse saying that maybe this person just wants to do this and that without even asking that particular person.just to avoid them like the plug.haih.I'm feeling slightly peachy these past few days.

Everyday is the same old shit until you get tired of doing the same thing on and on.Nonetheless,classes are fine.always looking forward for poli sciences class.other than that there's nothing interesting really.Sometimes,when you think that people would change that would be a huge NO NO.bile bagi muke ko nk lebih2 pulak kn?!a huge letdown.


Oh ya one more thing pls don't be such a bloody *^&*^%^ busybody,asking questions that you know damn well i won't answer.so patheticlaa weyh.You may think i look like all jolly when i answer but get the messagela if i'm not that keen to answer it.don't asklaaaa.haih.still don't get the message.
Get a lifelaaaaaaaaa!

Arggghhhh!so fucked up.I need to run away from this all,feeling secluded from the world.I need to get back home and i would certainly feel much much better.What's the use of having ppl who don't understand me.it would depress me even more. Sometimes being alone feels much better,rather than when you're with too many people and sometimes you don't even know why you're there.

Yes,I know i should be grateful with what i have but sometimes well actually most of the time you can never get what you want.Disappointments, because you would always expect more from people. Sometimes you would disappoint people along the way when you're too busy to pleasing them. Note to self you don't have to please others if u don't feel good about yourself. Learn to love yourself then only people would love you for what you are;)

It feels like everything is slipping away,and i don't know how to mend them back.I guess its true what people say that you can't always stick with the same clan or group you need to branch out then only you can find the real YOU.


LBNL,i miss you Syira xD!!!Wish you were here to listen to all my crappy stories;(




luvyalotslikejellytots ;D

emotionless?

Hey2!I've not posted any entry for quite sometime right.I was not in the mood for it plus nothing interesting has been happening lately except that now I'm in main campus ;D.I don't really feel like elaborating right now because I'm rather sleepy right now.haha.serves me right for going to psych class when i don't even have any classes to go.poli science got canceled because my lecturer had to go give some talk.sooo,my day just got boring-er because that is the class that i would look forward to go too;D
The best part about this place is all my friends.They're the best!since i don't know what to write anymore i better stop writing NOW.if not i'll probably be writing crappy things.hehs.till them.adios amigos ('',)





=)

If i could wish upon tomorrow,tonight would never end..

I'm feeling slightly cheesy right now.this song has been playing thru my mind since last nite.haha.this is my fav song from archie ;D.i've got to go for my first class bahasa melayu lanjutan,just felt like blogging.hee~so till den.toodloo~

all set to go ;D

Well,actually i'm not entirely ready to go to gombak just yet.There are a few things that i still need to buy.brooches,slacks,all those other knick knacks and other stuffs.i hate packing just because we have to gather back all the things that we have put away for a month or so and by the time that we need them back it would all be covered in dust.ewww.i know.


I'm such a lazy bum because normally some things are already stored there not the clothes of course,it would come in handy if it was put in one certain place.I've just watch one of my sneakers and my green flats becaues it looks dirty+uglayh.didn't want to buy shoes just yet because i'm broke ;(.haha!so,just have to make do with what i have.for now.


After this abang would be bringing me to buy some of the things that i would be needing.Just now went to check on the campus,mummy wanted to ask about the fees and some other enquiries.I went to check on the mahallah,and my guess was right i got into mahallah safiyyah,the same mahallah that shigim's friend fie use to stay der and the hostel's still new.yay!

At least the place would still be new eventhough if i would only stay there only for taaruf week,which means a week i guess.I'll be staying off-campus since its just a few minutes drive to my house.but that has not been decided yet,we'll have to wait and see what happens tomorrow.If i'll be blogging i think it would be in a weeks time.till then.adios amigos ;D

You GUYS rock my world!!! xD

Yesterday i went out with syakirah,atiyyah and zura.weee.what a day it was.you guys truly made my day :)).too bad nawal was not around.If she was there that would make my day.hee.as usual,i was late to meet up syakirah n atiyyah at klcc.Abang wanted to eat first at mak jah,so have to endure him if not he won't send me kn.matiii.haha!then went to topshop to see that syakirah and atiyyah was already in a heavy conversation about i don't know what.


After that we went to the food court,because tya wanted to eat apebende tah name that thingy.The usual,syakirah and me were discussing about politics,rosmah,nizar,najib.blablabla.the fact that newspapers,tv is oh-so-biased especially tv3.democracyla sgt kn.hmmm.if nawal were there plus zura,i don't know what would happen.world war 3 i guess.so,better not discuss about this if zura is around because its quite a sensitive issue plus we wouldn't want to ruin our friendship.all these people get all the money from US,and what do we get back?!i'm actually sick and tired of the politicking in Malaysia,but what to do ryte?


okay,i was totally crapping up there.lari topic.it was a fun filled day,from klcc we walked to bb because zura was treating us lunch.weeee.thanx zura.we ate at nasi ayam chee meng.then zura sed that jijol was gonna join us at pavi since he wanted to go shopping.I,myself bought an electric blue(yeke?) off shoulder tee,since shigim has the green one so we can always trade.Then we went into topshop and i tried this one effin cute dress with heart shapes on it.looked at the price tag.a big NO NO.;( haahaa.nvm2.


Next we went to dorothy perkins and i saw those really cute dresses that i've been wanting for so long.still i didn't buy it.I wanted to ask mummy's opinion first whether it suits me or not.there was this really colourful and vibrant arrays of plain tees and it was only for 3 for rm79.really2 cheap.zura wanted us to buy each one so that it would be cheaper.but tya and syakirah didn't really want it.so,we decided not to buy it.


Then we went to klcc,to get back home.I sent tya to the lrt station to bade her goodbye n all.somehow me and zura bought the shirt from dorothy perkins at parkson because she just brought herself two long cardi for only 70 bucks.she wanted the shirts to go with it.too bad the vibrant orange shirt was out of stock.i really3 wanted that colour but i opt for the skin coloured/brown(i guess).oh ya we met up with dila and kamal at the body shop.dila was all the way from nilai.she was supposed to join us earlier but her class finished quite late and our last stop was at signatures.my legs was all cramp already.so damn tired.it was worth it because i get to meet all of u guys;)as quoted by azura 'luv you guys to the max'
till then.au revoir~

urbanscapes :S

Today was the much anticipated day that i've been waiting for urbanscapes:)woohoo.so,at first i know i would not have the chance to go to kl pac,bcoz nobody was actually interested to go there plus nobody would want to send me there and so i've been sulking for the past few days.hehe.but i still helped mummy out so that she would pity me and ask abang to bring me there.

The plan worked=)weeee~so abang brought me to kl pac at the very last minute.It's not like i wanted to go see the live performances,i just wanted to take a look at the flea market.(umm,well actually i wanted to see it,s'ok there's always next year;))so,yea without abang i would not get to go.so,thanks to u abang ;D

Firstly we sent ayin off to tuition then only went to Sentul.That place was kinda confusing.Abang had to make two rounds then only we found the signboard.Sentul West.There were already tons of car lining up to get into klpac.'Ni yang aku x suke ni',plus some other things that i would rather not mention here.hehs.whatever.i don't really care what abang wants to say.janji,i get to go there and actually see what is sooo 'GREAT' that people kept saying about urbancapes ni.haha.


When we got there,we found a parking spot straight away,maybe it was just one of my lucky days.Luck was on my side:)abang was on the phone with his friend and he was dissing urbanscapes,saying its all a bunch of mainstream bitch and posers.I guess he was rather pissed of with the many many cars that is why he said those things.i was half laughing.He dropped me off and asked me to go jln2 alone and find what i was looking for.

I hesitated at first,thought of asking abang to tag along but then again i'm sure he would be bored out of his mind if he followed me around.hehe.He said,he wanted to meet some friends.And so the search went for the one thing that i was looking for an Audrey Hepburn pencilcase.Okay,people might think i'm crazy,just to find that stupid pencilcase,what for you to go all the way there.

I was determined to find it since the last one was stolen on the very last day of college by some stupid bitch.I went to every stall to search for it but after the 5th one i know there would be none plus my mind got a little bit distracted by the many cute dresses and pretty printed tees.hehs.I only brought 50 bucks with me so whatever i spent on must be splurge worthy and under 50 bucks.

Then i stopped at Kak Rita's stall http://booksybooks.blogspot.com/booksybooks.go take a look at it ppl!xD.I asked Kak Rita is there any stall selling those kind of vintage thingies like audrey hepburn and she said xde nampak pulak,took a look at some of her many books but still didn't have the heart to read.I don't know what the hell was wrong with me these days,have not been reading,been such a lazy bum bum.haha

Afterwards i saw abang carrying a really cute little toddler,and i went 'Anak sapela yg kamu amek ni'?To my horror the father was actually standing infront of abang and me.haha.I can be sooooo ignorant at times.He was one of my brother's workmates who also worked for SK.hmmmm,i think this post is a getting a bit too long here.I better shorten it up.Oh ya that little kids name was yani.How adorable;)


Ok.ok.i've gotten to shorten this post.there were soo many photogs there and also wannabes with their slr's.haha!It's not that i'm jealous or anything.well,heck i can't even take a good picture.After that i went to a stall that sold printed tees with buster keaton's image on the tee.I found a really cute oversized polka dotted bag and instantly i was hooked.I asked for the price and the vendor said that its 50 bucks but i got the bag for only 40 bucks weeee.Thanks to abang's friend Abang Ebrahim coz he was friends with the vendor/the designer of the tees and bags.the label was called Chetak Syndicate.


Thus i got what i wanted and i'm gonna wear that bag and look hip for the new semester that will start in a matter of days,8 days to be exact.woah.time sure flies when u're not aware of it.that is all from me.woah,this is surely a looong post from me.till then.Au Revouir,Bon Soir mes amis.french dh berkarat tapi still poy2 nk gune.luvualllotslikejellytots ;))

Michael Jackson dies

Michael Jackson the king of pop dies at age 50.He suffered from cardiac arrest.I've just watched something like his memorial on BBC and CCN.He is truly a historic legend.He's not only the King of Pop,he is the king of entertainment and it saddens me that he dies at quite an early age,50 but i'm glad that he dies as a Muslim.One of his brother held a press conference and his last words for MJ is that May Allah be with you always.Then,they showed a footage of his body wrapped in kain kapan brought out of the helikopter.Although he's dead,he will never be forgotten.I will leave you with a video from my favourite song from him 'i'll be there'.May your soul rest in peace.

=D

I was browsing through youtube,watching videos of wani ardy then i came across a video of me and afrah during hari bintang jatuh:3 venus.we were interviewed during the event,well most probably because we were standing outside.i didn't know that the interview was actually for a video blog for show called camni cap ehh.tibe2 excited tgk the video.it was only for a few seconds je.hehe.i'm being a bit jakun:p so here's the video;)oh ya zahiril adzim and fynn jamal was also in the video.

fb-ing

I'm currently fb-ing right now or whatever u call it.haha.2 days ago i went back to nilai to get my transcript.i woke up super duper early.6.00 a.m in the morning.woah;D.that's a first.yea,had to wake up early because i had to follow shigim to work.by the time i reach there syakira had already waited for me.she followed her dad to work,so the both of us had to wake up real early to go to nilai.shigim parked her car at kl convention centre parking lot.i guess it's cheaper to park there rather than the shopping mall's car park.

So as i said before when i reached there syakira was already waiting for me in front of topshop. i was a bit late because there was a traffic jam which is normal because of the DUKE highway.After that we went to the lrt station and bought our tickets to kl central.there.we had our breakfast at MC-D.weeeee:D.I've been craving for hash browns at Mc-d for sooo long,so i ate two of them.we waited for nawal and hanim to arrive.then only we bought our tickets to go to nilai.

When we got to nilai,i've never realised that nilai was sooo effing hot.luckily nawal brought her oh-so colourful umbrella.but still after the trip i got the worst sunburn.that is one of things that makes me hate nilaiiiiiiii!arghh!and now i have this stupid sunburn marks just below my specs.sooo ugly.


Nawal brought us badges that she bought us in Singapore;D thanks nawal.luved it=)

My personal favourite would have to be tya's one.the wordings was something like this

MENstrual Cramps
MENtal Problems
MENstruation

Why do all problems must start with MEN?

I chose this one for atiyyah.i can't recall syakira's and azura's wording on the badges.but it was hillarious with a mix of sarcasm in it.

this is the one that i chose for et moi;)




Then i met up with syira and dila.syira didn't even know that i was coming to nilai.i thought of sutprising her.HUGE mistake.haha.she went back that day.of all the days she went back on that particular day.had to ask dila to call her to come back nilai.luckily she bought whatever that dila told her.thanx dila;)although nilai's weather was hot as hell i still had a fun time,since i got to meet the old gang back;)nawal,atiyyah,syakirah.too bad azura was not around:( she had a flu so she couldn't come to nilai.

Nawal and syakira had to go home early because they had some errands to run.i asked them to go back first because i wanted to spend more time with syira.so we hung out just like old times.it was only for a short while though but it was worth it.Then i went back with Sabree,took the ktm to kl central then took putra to wangsa maju.it was one hell of a ride because i took the train during the peak hours so the train was soo packed like a tuna can sardine.haha!i was lucky enough to get seats.so i guess that's all.tc!;D





=) PPL! xD

....

i'm currently in the cc now at ukay perdana which is just 5 minutes drive from my house.the laptop is still broken down =( something to do with the overheating.something like that.guess part of it is my fault coz always go online till 3 to 4 hours.heee~

so now have to pay the pricela.luckily today no bdk kampung bising in the cc.if not,it would be so damn annoying.seriously,with their loud cursing in bahasa which is oh-so-annoying.luckily no signs of them today.fiuh;p

currently missing all my friends in nilai=(syakira,atiyyah,nawal and azura.you guys are the best!luv you guys to the max.that is what azura always sed.hmmm.wut more to write.my mind is kinda blank ryte now.when i get my lappie back i promise i'll blog more.i'll end this post with a video by Ana Raffali, Fynn Jamal & Wani Ardy - Si Gadis (TigaVenus),during the hari bintang jatuh:3 venus event.till then.au revior~

the great pretender!

okay,so today didn't work out as i planned.too bad.i wanted to bake a batch of chocolate chips but somehow i got sidetrack by the workload and orders that mummy asked her to help with.kinda dissapointed but nevermind there's always tomorrow.then i would have to wake up early tomorrow(again).pls.pls.no heavy orders for tomorrow:)

at 6.00pm today,they would air reruns of american idol and oh ya kris allen won.i didn't really follow this season's AI.maybe i'm just not up for it.last year i can't even miss even one concert.maybe its because of michael johns(how to spell his name ah?) or maybe even archie?kris allen is impossibly cute.the kind of bloke who makes ur heart melts everytime he sings.really?haha.i love it when he sang ain't no sunshine when she's gone.truly remarkable.

arrggggghhhh.well i'm actually so effing pissed off rite now.why are people so hard to understand?okay.that's a factla.you've just got to deal with it.one time they're like really nice to you the next time they're acting like total jerk ass/loser/psychopath/motherfucker!.maybe they're just a bunch of jack-asses/kg ppl who're just too bored with their lives.get a fucking life you asshole!!!!i feel so betrayed right now :S

arghhhhhh!geramnye.stop living in the pastlaa weyh.let go of the past.put it all behind.you can never forgive people if you're still living in the past.jgn jadi immature sgt pls?its not gonna get you anywhere okay?get it?yes,now u'll get the satisfication.let''s see in the next 10 to 15 years are you still gonna act like that?come on laa weyh.grow up laa!stop being such a baby.you are not in high school you #$@$$#%@#$!

i guess i've never learn my lesson.never trust people who's alreay hurt you especially if they've hurt you like a gazillion times.stop thinking too much about other people in the end u'll lose it all.why this kind of things keep happening to me?why?!maybe i'm just too weak,that's why people can just bully me whenever they feel like it.or maybe they're jealous?yeke?i doubt that.


i really think this kind of people should be put in a room with a bunch of really3 psycho lunatic people and they're the only ones in the room.then only they would appreciate other people.i guess that's the best way.bestnye dpt campak dorang kt tempat tu.confirm xtau nk buat ape.amek kau!

okay...i'm getting a bit emo here already.*sigh*btw please don't think i'm stupid okay.by now,i've already know ur antics.so please stop it okay.it juz gets so frustrating when u thot that ppl could actually change and forgive you.well i guess i'm wrong.a leopard can never change its spots.ya,allah.geramnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

so sod off u bloody losers!stop trying to act all goody2 two shoes infront of me.i don't think it will work the next time.i've got to be strong.yes we can!be strong people.ok till then~i betta stop writing takut byk lg mencarut.

ps:mind the language;p one more thing i really hope this is not one of my false judgement or maybe even my unwarranted assumptions.because i've got a hunch that this kind of 'people' really just love messing up with people.wtf!


hey!you think you're the only one who can play this game ah?!pegi matilaa weyh.get a life!!!!

sg gabai trip ;D

so,i told ya i was gonna blog about my sungai gabai trip.it was sooooo much fun.but i've got to say that it was my first and last trip.haha!i was sooo effing tired.i was cursing the whole way(time nk daki).wut shud i call it.erm,the rocks to climb up was sooo slippery.i was soo afraid i might've fallen off.luckily i didn't.the stairs was soo steep n so damn byk!mengalahkan tannga at batu caves.should've taken a picture of it.half way through i was already out of breath.so not fit=p note to self befpre doing this kind of activities,i need to exercise first.overall,it was a lotta of fun but the not-so-good part is sakit kaki,sengal2 badan n etc.but whatever it is i did enjoyed myself:);D

here are some of the many pics that meme took;)


































picture of the day =)haha!


the next day my brother,k.tetty and I went to 3r's event:wisel untuk wanita to buy tickets to hari bintang jatuh:3 venus.i'm sooo excited;D can't wait to go.weeeeee~oh ya wani ardy performed a number of songs but i only recorded one song which is kaca angkasa but the video was kinda shaky coz i was soo excited to see her performing plus it was my first time seeing her perform live.so enjoy the vid:) sorry the video is not of high quality.till then~au revouir~;D

finally...

The excited look on my face on the very last day in CFS IIUM Nilai Campus;D

finally i'm outta that place.haha.it was actually kind of sad,leaving that place eventhough the day before i was freaking excited to get the hell out of that place.on the very last day,something really stupid happened.some fucked up idiot stole my audrey hepburn pencil case which only cost rm 10 and in my pensil case there was my keys to my room.babi ah.


the weird part is I put the pencil case with my crs on my bed.i guess some stupid cheapskate idiot took it.it was impossible that i misplaced it because one of my roomie saw me bringing it inside the room.what the hell la weyh.pegi jelaa beli kt jonker street.murah je kot,10 bucks only.at that moment i fell like shouting and cursing at the same time at my roomies(dalam hati jela).it wasn't their fault pon,but i just needed someone that can be blamed for.


infront of the i stayed calm(tp still bising2 jgk) trying to find it over and over again.still,could not be found.azura even accompanied me back to seminar hall to find it which is highly unlikely beacause they remembered me bringing it back to the hostel.when i was searching high and low for it,there was announcemnt 'Kepada sesiapa yang ade kehilangan pencil case sila ke pos pak guard sekarang.my friends was saying maybe the someone that took it felt guilty kot,because somehow maybe they felt guilty because i was blabbering all the way in the room.


when i went there.hampa.not mine.if it was somebody else's.i was sooo depressed because i rilly needed the keys to my room,if not kene compoundla.haih.so,i was left with no choice had to go to mahallah office told them that i lost my keys and i had to pay 20 friggin bucks.wut a waste of money.shakira also got compounded but she knew it already.in my case,on the very day itself that i wanted to return the keys i lost it.stupid fuck.arggghhhh.


what a way to end my last semester.redha jelaa.everything happens for a reason.why o why.hish.so absent-minded.afrah came with atie and meme to fetch me up.the next day we went to sungai gabai.but i'll guess i'll be posting a new entry.dh x larat nk tulis.otak dh jam.till then~





muke 'happy' after bayar compound.haha:/

The leaving song

"E.E. Cummings once wrote; 'To be nobody-but-yourself - in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else - means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.'"


"Tennessee Williams once wrote; When so many are lonely as seem to be lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone."


"Henry James once wrote: 'Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact."


"Henry David Thoreau once wrote: 'Live each season as it passes; breathe the air, drink the drink, taste the fruit and resign yourself to the influences of each."

These are some of my personal favourite quotes i took from my all-time favourite show one tree hill:)somehow the 6th season is a major dissapointment.the plots keeps getting boring.it goes round and round untill it gets back to square one.haih.major frustation;(

I can't believe it!tonight would be my last night here in nilai and i'm blogging from my study room and its already 2.00 o'clock in the morning.I've just finished studying computer for tomorrow's final paper which is computer.this would be the last night that i would be sleeping in this room.insyaallah.hopefully no repeats;)

i don't even know what to feel.leaving this place.sad?excited?happy?enthusisatic?nervous?i guess its a mix of all that.well,what i know for sure is i will surely miss this place.especially my close friends:)they're the best.no one can replace them.i don't have to mention names here because i'm sure you know who i'm referring to.heee;p

I will surely miss group 14.It was the best class ever:):)we had all the coolest xD lecturers in the first semester 1.My favourite lecturer is sir AO's.by far he's the best one.He is very tolerant,eventhough well actually most of the time we're like zombies in the class.haha!that's what he says to us.he's really unique in his own way that sometimes scares me a bit.Sometimes he would ask a question,and each and every one of us would have to answer.For example'How would you one someone to show their love towards you?'and each and everyone of us would have to answer the questions.

During semester 2,it was really a hectic semester especially with BMW subject.Sir Alizaman gave us a hard time to complete our research proposal.and my group najwa,aisyah and me perasan-pandaila-sgt chose a really difficult topic which is about semptember 11 attack.gle susah.stayed up late at night.up to the point that we didn't even sleep because sir ali wanted our project to be as perfect and he wants it his way.so our proposal got rejected 3 times in a row.it was really frustrating,but we never gave up.we had to redo it all over again and alhamdulillah during the final submission our proposal got accepted.I was extremely happy,i even jumped(just a bit)hehe in front of sir ali because all the hard work has been paid off.


All my classmates,even sacrificed our time doing the work together.Jay help us out a lot and gave us a few pointers,because her group was the first proposal that was approved.C-2-11.This was the class,that all my classmates gathered to finish up the proposal.right after class we took our baths,brought our laptops and spend our time there.from 5.30 to 10.00 p.m straight.to those who wanted to take their bath,other classmates have to keep watch of the class because there were laptops in the class.so have to jagela.

There's just too many memorable moments here in nilai,and if i would be given the chance to list it all out it would take me a whole day.i'm gonna miss this place:(i can't believe i'm saying this.i will miss CFS IIUM Nilai. i can't wait to go to Gombak!xD weeeeee(",)

Happy Mummy's day!<33

Mummy,i'm proud and thankful that you are the woman who raised me to become the person that i am today.One day,i hope to become just like you;)

A Mother is...

She who can take the place of all others,but whose place no one else can take

-Cardinal Mermillod-
to mummy dearest:

I love you so much mummy!I could spend a lifetime searching for the rights words to say to you,of how much you mean to me.you mean the world to me:) without you my world would be gloomy and full with sorrow and sadness,i would be lost.Thanks for always being there for me,to catch me whenever i fell and gave me encouragement to fight back whenever times get hard.Today i want to tell you of how much you're loved,cared and appreciated.Thank you for giving me life.Thank you for being strong me whenever i need someone to hold on to.You are truly remarkable mummy and I can't fully describe of how much you mean to me.Thanks for being you,my one and only Mummy.I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH <333 and nothing's gonna change that.


So today is mother's day.Happy Mother's day to all mothers,mummies,ibus,emaks,bondas;D.hope you cherish this day with your loved ones.well today went well.as usual i woke up quite late today around 11.am.took my bath and ran downstairs and give mummy a great big hug:) i don't usually do this.for shigim and ayin,yes.but not me.i don't know why.well maybe i'm just not that type of girl who shows much emotions.really?haahaa.

I cook lunch.nothing special.i fried some fish tempura/fish fillets(pacific west) with mummy.shigim and ayin went outside to buy mummy gift/flowers/cards.i didn't follow.If i did,i would feel guilty since i've got no money.i"m broke :( used too much money on food in nilai.i guess i'm just one-hungry-girl.

ya,the flowers that ayin and shigim bought was sooooo pretty.there were roses(white and purple ones) and hydrangea(fake ones),but people who came in to collect cakes thought it was real.funny.a customer even asked 'why didn't you put any water in the vase?'mummy said that the flowers were not real except for the roses.he look slightly amazed.there's a few pics that ayin took of the preetty2 flowers.we somehow decorated the house with rose petals,ayin's gift,our mother's day cars on top of the table.




see.it looks real rite?





on top of the cupcakes are rose petals:) heee~





gifts and cards for mummy dearest :D





That's my card for mummy xD


Later,we had dinner at...






Here are some of the many pictures that ayin took:)thanx ayin!





what i ate;p




ayin with a satisfied look on her face.hehe.




Shigim:)



Abang eating desert.


lets's end this post with the last picture of me and ayin




i love you sistah,eventhough i seldom say it!xD.hehe.

that's all me.cheerios everyone!hope you spend today 10.05.09 with your mother,ibu,emak,bonda or mummy.luvulotslikejellytots;p

comedy court?

i found this on youtube.well actually abang ask me to watch the videos.bloody funny+sarcastic.i'm not sure who this ppl are.i'm guessing they're stand up comedians.so damn hillarious.but there's this one line really3 sarcastic!


No I'm a MALAY

HAHA.wtf gle.so here's the the first vid that i watch who wants to be a billionaire?.damn funny ok!!





This is a parody to the popular gameshow who wants to be a millionaire except the part that all contestants must be a millionaire to qualify for the gameshow.wth?!doesn't matter whether your a bankrupt,crony or proxy millionaires.


enjoy the vid!! xD

Di sini ku menanti...

Tomorrow,season 2 of Ghost the series would be airing.i'm sooo excited.too bad i can't watch it on tv because i don't think here in this block there's a tv room.haih.too bad,but i would probably get to watch it on catch up tv.erm computer exam was oklaa just now.i managed to answer all the questions but i'm not sure whether i answered correctly or not.

whateveslaa.what is done is done.you can never change the past.currently i'm in my room dying out of boredom.can you actually die out of boredom?hmm..i wonder.i guess you can.yea,i mean when you are too bored and don't know what to do with might as well kill yourself rather than doing nothing.okay,that is total crap.i don't even know what i'm saying.haha.ignore it!

i recently read azura's blog and i found some of her word rather interesting

Jealous towards Juju when her mother calls her everyday

i never thought someone would be jealous of that.hehs.i guess i'm used to it.last time back in my days in ssp i use to call her every single day.but now it goes the other way round:)when i was in ssp,i've always felt homesick maybe because of the teachers stressing on us to study,don't bully the juniors and bla..bla.bla..the seniors are always the ones to be blamed for.so when i hear my mum's voice i would feel much2 better like all the troubles are gone.she can always talk some senses with me when i was having some probs(= i love yoouuu so much mummy<33

A week ago i passed by my old school and i had all this fleeting images running through my brains like a movie of all the days when i was in school.i miss that bloody school!maybe life back then was less complicated.well actually i think when u grow older you would see things that has pass as un-complicated because you've beeen through it all.there's just too many sweet and bitter memories there.i guess i would always remember teacher's day.how all of us had to stay up untill 5 a.m (i guess) to finish preparing the very special day for teachers..running away from the 'pak guards' was soo hillarious.i felt like someone who just escaped from prison.haih.like they say Memories shall never fade away=).unless if you have amnesialaa.ahhaaha.okay2.that should have not been said=p

tonight i'll be going out for dinner with nawal,azura,syakira,ita and yana.i hope ita would feel much better after she's taken her meds.right now she's sleeping it off.hope you feel much better=)sorry,because i think it was my fault that she now has a bad flu because i'm sleeping right next to her.might be she caught the germs while i was sleeping.maybe..i'll have to wake her up after this it's nearly 6.30 pm already.i'll end this post with a video-(the theme song of ghost)Masih Jua

touch my handsxD

i wanted to post a new entry about archie's showcase but now dh mcm malas.sooo i will be posting pictures from the showcase that ayin and adyla(ayin's fren) took during the wait,his performance *screams*haha!and after the showcase.we had tons of fun and dear archie was soooo adorable when he performed.i was screaming like psycho lunatic well almost everyone was screaming when he came on stage.cute weyh.my personal favourite would have to be when he sang a thousand miles:)
here are some of the many pics taken:)

























archie on stage <33














after the showcase..