the great pretender!

okay,so today didn't work out as i planned.too bad.i wanted to bake a batch of chocolate chips but somehow i got sidetrack by the workload and orders that mummy asked her to help with.kinda dissapointed but nevermind there's always tomorrow.then i would have to wake up early tomorrow(again).pls.pls.no heavy orders for tomorrow:)

at 6.00pm today,they would air reruns of american idol and oh ya kris allen won.i didn't really follow this season's AI.maybe i'm just not up for it.last year i can't even miss even one concert.maybe its because of michael johns(how to spell his name ah?) or maybe even archie?kris allen is impossibly cute.the kind of bloke who makes ur heart melts everytime he sings.really?haha.i love it when he sang ain't no sunshine when she's gone.truly remarkable.

arrggggghhhh.well i'm actually so effing pissed off rite now.why are people so hard to understand?okay.that's a factla.you've just got to deal with it.one time they're like really nice to you the next time they're acting like total jerk ass/loser/psychopath/motherfucker!.maybe they're just a bunch of jack-asses/kg ppl who're just too bored with their lives.get a fucking life you asshole!!!!i feel so betrayed right now :S

arghhhhhh!geramnye.stop living in the pastlaa weyh.let go of the past.put it all behind.you can never forgive people if you're still living in the past.jgn jadi immature sgt pls?its not gonna get you anywhere okay?get it?yes,now u'll get the satisfication.let''s see in the next 10 to 15 years are you still gonna act like that?come on laa weyh.grow up laa!stop being such a baby.you are not in high school you #$@$$#%@#$!

i guess i've never learn my lesson.never trust people who's alreay hurt you especially if they've hurt you like a gazillion times.stop thinking too much about other people in the end u'll lose it all.why this kind of things keep happening to me?why?!maybe i'm just too weak,that's why people can just bully me whenever they feel like it.or maybe they're jealous?yeke?i doubt that.


i really think this kind of people should be put in a room with a bunch of really3 psycho lunatic people and they're the only ones in the room.then only they would appreciate other people.i guess that's the best way.bestnye dpt campak dorang kt tempat tu.confirm xtau nk buat ape.amek kau!

okay...i'm getting a bit emo here already.*sigh*btw please don't think i'm stupid okay.by now,i've already know ur antics.so please stop it okay.it juz gets so frustrating when u thot that ppl could actually change and forgive you.well i guess i'm wrong.a leopard can never change its spots.ya,allah.geramnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

so sod off u bloody losers!stop trying to act all goody2 two shoes infront of me.i don't think it will work the next time.i've got to be strong.yes we can!be strong people.ok till then~i betta stop writing takut byk lg mencarut.

ps:mind the language;p one more thing i really hope this is not one of my false judgement or maybe even my unwarranted assumptions.because i've got a hunch that this kind of 'people' really just love messing up with people.wtf!


hey!you think you're the only one who can play this game ah?!pegi matilaa weyh.get a life!!!!